I haven't posted in a long while. I feel bad, but worse than that I feel bad about feeling bad. I am disgusted by the things I have written so far. It is entirely too self-absorbed, too look-at-me-I'm-hurting.
I mean, big fucking deal, right? I'm not the first person to break up with someone that they love. I figure that most of the time, a relationship that ends is uneven. Isn't there always one half that wants to remain status quo? What makes my pain unique? Not a damn thing, I can tell you that.
Every so often my eyes get wet. I have this feeling that if I would just cry it would be all better. Except that the feelings don't come that strong and my eyes just leak for a second instead.
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