Too long

I haven't really done anything I said I would. Let me catch you up from the last several days. I have...

• delved deeply into some fantasies that we would be together
• spent a least twenty minutes of each day thinking about her
• realized that the anger thing isn't getting that far off the ground
• indulged myself once to her mental image -- for which I felt a tremendous sense of guilt

This has gone on too long. Yes, its not as pronounced as it was earlier this month, but it is still there. When I see her I am generally fucked up for two or three days following.

On another note, she's been dating someone else... ugh.