Its not 10 you say? Its gotta be 10 somewhere, Bucko.
I don't want to feel this anymore. The only way I know not to feel is to sleep. Its only 7:30 and I am thinking about going to bed for the day.
I hate this.
Look, it is very unreasonable to feel this discomfort. I have nothing to offer her anyway. We are not going to be. Period. End of story. I have to quit holding out some little hope that maybe its not over, or maybe it will be something more... later.
This is bullshit. I am tired of being like this. Why can't I just shut this stuff off. I feel weak and emasculated.
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Thank you for stopping in at my blog...I hope things feel better to you soon my friend...
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